Marisol arrived at a Phoenix emergency department on a Sunday night with her sister driving and her hands trembling so violently she could not sign her own intake form. For three weeks she had not slept more than two hours at a stretch, had stopped eating because swallowing felt like choking, and had begun whispering … Read more
Priya, a 29-year-old elementary school teacher in Minneapolis, started seeing an out-of-network EMDR therapist last September after a near-miss car accident left her with intrusive flashbacks and panic attacks at red lights. The therapist charged $190 a session, did not bill insurance directly, and handed Priya a single sheet of paper at the end of … Read more
By the time Devon and Priya walked into a Boston counseling office with their partner Jules, they had already burned through two therapists. The first one, well-meaning, kept asking when one of them was going to “pick” the other. The second framed their five-year relationship as a phase Devon would outgrow once he “did the … Read more
Renee, a 38-year-old hospital nurse in Tampa, married Marcus last summer and merged households with him and his two kids from a previous marriage. Both Renee and Marcus had family insurance through their employers, two solid PPO plans on paper. When Renee took her stepson Jace to start weekly therapy for adjustment disorder in October, … Read more
The Cleveland paramedics had been to the same boarding house twice in a month, but the man tearing through the front yard at three in the morning was new. Devon, twenty-three, was barefoot in February snow, drenched in sweat, swinging at invisible attackers. His core temperature in the ambulance read one hundred and six. His … Read more
Marcus was sitting in his Phoenix apartment at 2 a.m. with a bottle of his mother’s old hydrocodone in one hand and his phone in the other. The 31-year-old warehouse supervisor had not slept in four days. His sister had moved out the previous weekend, his lease renewal letter had arrived Tuesday, and the panic … Read more
Marisol had spent eleven years managing Ehlers-Danlos syndrome before she finally tried therapy in Tucson. The first counselor told her that her chronic pain was “psychosomatic” and suggested she try yoga. The second one kept asking, with kind eyes, when she planned to “get back to normal.” By the third intake, Marisol cried in the … Read more
Eleanor Park, a 34-year-old graphic designer in Minneapolis, started keeping a notebook on her nightstand the week she finally admitted to her therapist that her anxiety had quietly tripled since the start of the year. Her therapist did not prescribe a complicated protocol. She simply asked Eleanor to write for fifteen minutes before bed, four … Read more
Marcus Reyes, a 41-year-old emergency-room nurse in Tucson, picked up knitting after his second pandemic burnout. He chose it almost at random. A coworker brought a half-finished baby blanket to a debrief and Marcus, who had spent the previous month doomscrolling between shifts, asked her where she had bought the yarn. Six months later he … Read more
The volunteer firefighters in a small Kentucky town arrived at the abandoned barn around eleven on a school night and found Bryce, fourteen, cyanotic and pulseless on the dirt floor. A can of computer duster was clutched in his right hand. His best friend, sobbing nearby, said Bryce had been spraying it into a paper … Read more